Gah, I'm Beating Myself Up Over This~Psyguy

I cannot ever seem to make up my mind for what songs I want to put together for a cd.

When I usually write now, I try to think of "concept albums" and have 3 fully written cd's of the years from 1999-2008...

I have "the last quarter" songs of highscool which goes from 1999-2003.

I have "coming home" covering from 2004-2008,

and see you in new orleans in 2008.

I am thinking of making all 3 cd's at once, and sell it as a trilogy set.

I mean I got all the time in the world, I got most of the music to the songs, and my friends have a local studio.

I don't have to rush any of it, cause Im not sign to any major label, or anything.

I want to break the mold, and do what I want with my music.

It's stupid to wait 1-2 years bewteen the cd's, when I have the time to get the cd's done now.

But on the other hand i got my "country" songs, and what country music is all about.

I am torn on what to do, and it's breaking my spirits....

Cause in my heart, I know music is my future, there is no doubt about it....

Everytime I think I dont want to do it, There is always something sparking my interest, and I am right back in the game.

It's a mixing and a curse to be able to sit and write, I've got close to 250 songs in 7 years.

I have only co-written maybe 5 times....

I am so confused on what to do :(

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